Rough night

You're having another rough night. I have no clue what is bothering you but you have woken up several times since I have put you to bed. These nights just happen every once and a whiles and my heart is sad for you. I wish you could just say "I'm teething and it hurts" or " I had a bad dream, please cuddle me" or " I just want to stay up late and hang out". Either way that's the rough part of being a parent. We never know what you want. Today during nap time you rolled over and slept on your tummy. Maybe that is what would make you happy? Either way I'm just gonna say it, I miss these late nights. I'm not saying I would like to go back to the newborn stage and be up every few hours for months, all I'm saying is I like the quiet moments with just you and me. You now take two naps a day and put yourself to sleep which means I no longer get to rock and cuddle you until you fall asleep. I cried the first day you did that. You decided completely on your own that is what you wanted to do. I never let you cry it out. So now when my very little big girl lets me cuddle her, even for a minute, it makes me so happy. Because I know as the years go on, those minutes will be fewer and further In between.