3 am again

Ya know, I don't care how cute you are, waking up every hour throughout the night for the past two weeks SUCKS!

You really know how to break your moms spirit. If you ever wonder why you are an only child... This is why. I actually think you are worse now then you were as a newborn.

Honest hour. I have wanted to be a mom for as long as I can remember but every night I just pray for strength to make it till the morning. I used to be such a morning person but you have sucked that right out of me. There is so much involved with sleep. Your mood, the giant bags under your eyes, your weight, your immune system and so many other things. I'm told by five months you should be sleeping through the night. Hell, all my friends kids were doing that at 6 weeks. Aren't I lucky? I don't know where you get this night owl thing from but sheesh kid. Sleep. It wouldn't be as bad if you took like awesome naps during the day but you don't do that either. I can't figure out how you can run on so little sleep and I can't.

I love every thing about you. I just wish you would sleep.